I just can't get Dragonette out of my head! So check out their myspace and watch this gay friendly video "I Get Around"
Jun 11, 2007
This just can't be suuuummmer looooove
Summer has officially started. The weather has been really beautiful, days are being spent sunbathing and sticking my toes in the lake as I wait for it to warm... but it wasn't until last summers "Summer Crush" came home recently that summer really felt like it started.
C came home on the first of the month, she had been away at school in Europe. I got to see on the third when she played a show at the local art fair. It wasn't until I saw her smile that I realised just how much I missed her. When I say I missed her I don't mean in the "crushy feeling" sort of way. I missed her because she is one of the most inspiring people I have ever met and being around her makes me feel so much better about the world. She's so optimistic.
Seeing her felt slightly uncomfortable though. Maybe it was the mixed emotions about what happened last summer, maybe it was the worry that something similar might happen again, maybe it was the worry that it wouldn't. It could have been the concern that change during the time apart would make us incompatible friends. It was a mixture of all of the above. But not much was said because everyone was excited to have her home and she was busy at the fair...
I didn't get spend time with her until last Friday at a friends birthday gathering.. before hand we talked about our recent love/like interests and what we had learned from them.. and it was good to catch up.. we had fun.. it was good.. It's nice to be done with what happened last summer and hopefully we can move on as friends..
C came home on the first of the month, she had been away at school in Europe. I got to see on the third when she played a show at the local art fair. It wasn't until I saw her smile that I realised just how much I missed her. When I say I missed her I don't mean in the "crushy feeling" sort of way. I missed her because she is one of the most inspiring people I have ever met and being around her makes me feel so much better about the world. She's so optimistic.
Seeing her felt slightly uncomfortable though. Maybe it was the mixed emotions about what happened last summer, maybe it was the worry that something similar might happen again, maybe it was the worry that it wouldn't. It could have been the concern that change during the time apart would make us incompatible friends. It was a mixture of all of the above. But not much was said because everyone was excited to have her home and she was busy at the fair...
I didn't get spend time with her until last Friday at a friends birthday gathering.. before hand we talked about our recent love/like interests and what we had learned from them.. and it was good to catch up.. we had fun.. it was good.. It's nice to be done with what happened last summer and hopefully we can move on as friends..
Jun 9, 2007
Updates
I have sooo much to write about! I don't have time right now.. but here is a list so I don't forget..
- Last Summers..SummerCrush "C" is home from being away at school in Europe..
- There was a bad ending to things with "C2" ( i need to think of better name for her) but after a month or two.. we've started talking and hanging out again..
- The craziness that occurred with "K"
- "J" is having health problems.. as her friend/ex do I go to the surgery.. or leave that up to the new girlfriend..
- I went to a wedding recently where I danced with BOY(a cute one too).. funny things happens.. my sexuality became a big controversy for a "friend" who was a little jealous..
- My mom has been back tracking on her acceptance of my sexuality.. not so fun
- The recent political debates leave me feeling uneasy for gays in the military
- I got invited to my first gay wedding
and maybe more
keep checking back..
- Last Summers..SummerCrush "C" is home from being away at school in Europe..
- There was a bad ending to things with "C2" ( i need to think of better name for her) but after a month or two.. we've started talking and hanging out again..
- The craziness that occurred with "K"
- "J" is having health problems.. as her friend/ex do I go to the surgery.. or leave that up to the new girlfriend..
- I went to a wedding recently where I danced with BOY(a cute one too).. funny things happens.. my sexuality became a big controversy for a "friend" who was a little jealous..
- My mom has been back tracking on her acceptance of my sexuality.. not so fun
- The recent political debates leave me feeling uneasy for gays in the military
- I got invited to my first gay wedding
and maybe more
keep checking back..
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