This weekend I went out of town to visit some friends from school in Kalamazoo. Well A. is from Portage which is right next to Kalamazoo. I've mentioned A. before:
"Then there was A. who is seemingly perfect we had so much in common, a wonderful girl, but she just couldn't deal with commitment of any kind so through the spring and part of the summer we were sort of on again off again flirty friends with crushes on each other..never more ..We really liked each other, but she goes to school 3 hours away and well, it just wasn't going work."
So we decided to get together for lunch.. she was so beautiful ..sigh.. Anyways lunch was good and then we went back to her house and we went for pretty walk with her cute dog and talked some more.. then on they way back to where I was staying.. she put her hand on my thigh..I put my hand over hers..and then we held hands.. When we got to my friends house she walked me to the door and we kissed!
So..here we go again... it's the same story every time.. and I don't know what to do about it..
We're good when we're together, so when we can be in the same place at the same time.. we're couple-ish.. but as soon as we part ways and go back home (which is three hours apart from each other) I don't hear from her hardly at all until the next time we see each other and the cycle starts again.. It happened last year around this time, it happened in July.. again in Feb and now in May...
I know we can't do the long distance thing.. I understand that.. So I try to just be open to .. "when we can be together..lets BE together and when we're not.. there's no expectations?"
but it gets a little frustrating or confusing at times..
Who knows..
So we decided to get together for lunch.. she was so beautiful ..sigh.. Anyways lunch was good and then we went back to her house and we went for pretty walk with her cute dog and talked some more.. then on they way back to where I was staying.. she put her hand on my thigh..I put my hand over hers..and then we held hands.. When we got to my friends house she walked me to the door and we kissed!
So..here we go again... it's the same story every time.. and I don't know what to do about it..
We're good when we're together, so when we can be in the same place at the same time.. we're couple-ish.. but as soon as we part ways and go back home (which is three hours apart from each other) I don't hear from her hardly at all until the next time we see each other and the cycle starts again.. It happened last year around this time, it happened in July.. again in Feb and now in May...
I know we can't do the long distance thing.. I understand that.. So I try to just be open to .. "when we can be together..lets BE together and when we're not.. there's no expectations?"
but it gets a little frustrating or confusing at times..
Who knows..
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